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Monday, January 3rd, 2011
12:30 pm	@@@@@ Doc was leaning forward with his face in @@@@@ Doc was leaning forward with his face in his hands“Do they remember how the host-parasite relationship was formed? How did the colonization begin?” Jamie looked at me, shrugging “We were always that way,” I answered slowly, still unwilling“As far back as we were intelligent enough to know ourselves, at leastWe were discovered by another species–the Vultures, we call them here, though more for their personalities than for their looksThen we discovered that we could bond with them just as we had with our original hostsOnce we controlled them, we made use of their technologyWe took their planet first, and then followed them to the Dragon Planet and the Summer World–lovely places where the Vultures had also not been kindWe started colonizing; our hosts reproduced so much slower than we did, and their life spans were shortWe began exploring farther into the universe” I trailed off, conscious of the many eyes on my faceOnly Sharon continued to look away “You speak of it almost as if you were there,” Ian noted quietly“How long ago did this happen?” “After dinosaurs lived here but before you didI was not there, but I remember some of what my mother's mother's mother remembered of it “How old areyou? ” Ian asked, leaning toward me, his brilliant blue eyes penetrating “I don't know in Earth years “An estimate?” he pressed “Thousands of years, maybe“I lose track of the years spent in hibernation Ian leaned back, stunned “Wow, that's old,” Jamie breathed “But in a very real sense, I'm younger than you,” I murmured to himI feel like a child all the time Jamie's lips pulled up slightly at the corn (Comment on this)
10:44 am	chanel earrings logo,chanel sale ,fendi... chanel earrings logo,chanel sale ,fendi sale,chanel earrings,Cartier Watches Tortue@@@@@Ysabel Flores, dirty little girlAll the boys she makes love to Julio, you are sweet sweet sweet Under the tree behind the empty house in the darkJulio, like the dogs, okay? He feels the sweet sick nausea(Protestant girls like me, I will make much money Ysabel, when I am big chanel earrings logo I buy you many dresses Her wet velveted body relaxesShe lies down on her spread-out dress, her premature breasts lolling in the summer heatWhat color will they be? Julio Martinez is big boy now, big financier; he works in a hashhouseThe foul rich barbecue smell, the garlic chanel sale molten in the hot dogs on the griddleJoe and Nemo, Harry and Dick, White TowerGrease on a sizzling plate and the crumblings, the rancid fat, all to be scraped with the spatulaMartinez wears a white jacket Texans can be impatientHey, you boy, hurry up that chili Prostitutes fendi sale look through him The cars flare by in the electric night, his feet ache on the concrete floor(I will make much money But there are no jobs with much moneyWhat can a Mexican boy do in San Antone? He can be counterman in hashhouse; he can be bellhop; he can pick cotton in season; chanel earrings he can start store; but he cannot be a doctor, a lawyer, big merchant, chief Rosalita has a big belly; it is almost as big as the belly of her father Pedro SanchezYou will marry my daughter, Pedro saysBut there are prettier girls than Rosalita It was time you were married Cartier Watches Tortue an (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
12:30 pm	@@@@@He took off his glasses and wiped the @@@@@He took off his glasses and wiped the perspiration from them with a corner of his handkerchief"Once Ah remember there was a fella in town who had an English bicycleAmerican one wa'n't good 'nough for himHe lost some of the ball bearin's out of it, and they wa'n' none Ah could get to fit, so Ah jus' took an American ball-bearin' ring, and fit it to't He pointed one of his thick fingers at Gallagher and added, "Rode as good after Ah fixed it as it ever did "Pretty clever," Gallagher sneered"In Boston you could get any kind of ball bearing you wanted "A man's better if he can do without at times," Wilson muttered"I don't see where you're such a damn sight better doing without your pussy"That's somep'n a man should never do without," Wilson admittedHe rubbed his hand reflectively against one of the earthen walls of the hole"In Boston," Gallagher said, "if one of your buddies gets a piece, he lets you know about it Immediately afterward he felt ashamedHe made a mental note to remember what he had just said when he went to Chaplain Hogan for confessionThe resolution made him feel betterHe was always forgetting the bad things he had done when he did go to confessionSometimes when he would be trying to collect his bad thoughts before he saw Father Hogan, he could not remember any of them, and he would have to go in and say only, "Father, I have blasphemed Mary knew so little about him, Gallagher thoughtShe didn't even know the way he sworeBut that was just a bad habit he had picked up in the Army, Gallagher told himselfHe had used bad language before when he was with the gang, but that didn't countHe was just a kid thenHe had never sworn when a woman was around Gallagher began to think of the gangWhat a good bunch of guys they were, he told himself with p (Comment on this)
10:43 am	cartier must 21,prada logo,earring chanel,dior... cartier must 21,prada logo,earring chanel,dior women,gucci twirl watch@@@@@When no longer under the same roof with Edmund, she trusted that Miss Crawford would have no motive for writing strong enough to overcome the trouble, and that at Portsmouth their correspondence would dwindle into nothing With such thoughts as these, among ten hundred others, Fanny proceeded in her journey safely and cheerfully, and as expeditiously as could rationally be hoped in the dirty month of FebruaryThey entered Oxford, but she could take only a hasty glimpse of Edmund’s college as they passed along, and made no stop anywhere till they reached Newbury, where a comfortable meal, uniting dinner and supper, wound up the enjoyments and fatigues of the day The next morning saw them off again at an early hour; and with no events, and no delays, they regularly advanced, and were in the environs of Portsmouth while there was yet cartier must 21 daylight for Fanny to look around her, and wonder at the new buildingsThey passed the drawbridge, and entered the town; and the light was only beginning to fail as, guided by William’s powerful voice, they were rattled into a narrow street, leading from the High Street, and drawn up before the door of a small house now inhabited by Mr Fanny was all agitation and flutter; all hope and apprehension The moment they stopped, a trollopy-looking maidservant, seemingly in waiting for them at the door, stepped forward, and more intent on telling the news than giving them any help, immediately 328 Mansfield Park began with, “The Thrush is gone out of harbour, please sir, and one of the officers has been here to—” She was interrupted by a fine tall boy of eleven years old, who, rushing out of the house, pushed the maid aside, and while William was prada logo opening the chaise-door himself, called out, “You are just in timeWe have been looking for you this half-hourThe Thrush went out of harbour this morningIt was a beautiful sightAnd they think she will have her orders in a day or twoCampbell was here at four o’clock to ask for you: he has got one of the Thrush’s boats, and is going off to her at six, and hoped you would be here in time to go with him A stare or two at Fanny, as William helped her out of the carriage, was all the voluntary notice which this brother bestowed; but he made no objection to her kissing him, though still entirely engaged in detailing farther particulars of the Thrush’s going out of harbour, in which he had a strong right of interest, being to commence his career of seamanship in her at this very time Another moment and Fanny was in the narrow earring chanel entrance-passage of the house, and in her mother’s arms, who met her there with looks of true kindness, and with features which Fanny loved the more, because they brought her aunt Bertram’s before her, and there were her two sisters: Susan, a well-grown fine girl of fourteen, and Betsey, the youngest of the family, about five—both glad to see her in their way, though with no advantage of manner in receiving her But manner Fanny did not wantWould they but love her, she should be satisfied She was then taken into a parlour, so small that her first conviction was of its being only a passage-room to something better, and she stood for a moment expecting to be invited on; but when she saw there was no other door, and that there were signs of habitation before her, she called back her thoughts, reproved herself, and grieved lest they should have been dior women suspectedHer mother, however, could not stay long enough to suspect anythingShe was gone again to the street-door, to welcome William“Oh! my dear William, how glad I am to see youBut have you heard about the Thrush? She is gone out of harbour already; three days before we had any thought of it; and I do not know what I am to do about Sam’s things, they will never be ready in time; for she may have her orders to-morrow, 329 Jane Austen perhapsIt takes me quite unawaresAnd now you must be off for Spithead tooCampbell has been here, quite in a worry about you; and now what shall we do? I thought to have had such a comfortable evening with you, and here everything comes upon me at once Her son answered cheerfully, telling her that everything was always for the best; and making light of his own inconvenience in being obliged to hurry away so gucci twirl watch s (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2011
12:36 pm	@@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief @@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the morning upstairs, at first only in working and talking, but after a few days, the remembrance of the said books grew so potent and stimulative that Fanny found it impossible not to try for books again There were none in her father’s house; but wealth is luxurious and daring, and some of hers found its way to a circulating libraryShe became a subscriber; amazed at being anything in propria persona, amazed at her own doings in every way, to be a renter, a chuser of books! And to be having any one’s improvement in view in her choice! But so it wasSusan had read nothing, and Fanny longed to give her 348 Mansfield Park a share in her own first pleasures, and inspire a taste for the biography and poetry which she delighted in herself In this occupation she hoped, moreover, to bury some of the recollections of Mansfield, which were too apt to seize her mind if her fingers only were busy; and, especially at this time, hoped it might be useful in diverting her thoughts from pursuing Edmund to London, whither, on the authority of her aunt’s last letter, she knew he was goneShe had no doubt of what would ensueThe promised notification was hanging over her headThe postman’s knock within the neighbourhood was beginning to bring its daily terrors, and if reading could banish the idea for even half an hour, it was something gained 349 Jane Austen CHAPTER XLI A WEEK WAS GONE since Edmund might be supposed in town, and Fanny had heard nothing of himThere were three different conclusions to be drawn from his silence, between which her mind was in fluctuation; each of them at times being held the most probable Either his going had been again delayed, or he had yet procured no opportunity of seeing Miss Crawford alone, or he was too happy for letter-writing! One morning, about this time, Fanny having now been nearly four weeks from Mansfield, a point which she never failed to think over and calculate every day, as she and Susan were preparing to remove, as usual, upstairs, they were stopped by the knock of a visitor, whom they felt they could not avoid, from Rebecca’s alertness in going to the door, a duty which always interested her beyond any other It was a gentleman’s voice; it was a voice that Fanny was just turning pale about, when MrCrawford walked into the room Good sense, like hers, will always act when really called upon; and she found that she had been able to name him to her mother, and recall her remembrance of the name, as that of “William’s friend,” though she could not previously have believed herself capable of uttering a syllable at such a momentThe consciousness of his being known there only as William’s friend was some supportHaving introduced him, however, and being all reseated, the terrors that occurred of what this visit might lead to were overpowering, and she fancied herself on the point of fainting away While trying to keep herself alive, their visitor, who had at first approached her with as animated a countenance as ever, was wisely and kindly keeping his eyes away, and giving her time to recover, while he devoted himself entirely to her mother, addressing her, and attending to her with the utmost politeness and propriety, at the 350 Mansfield Park same time with a degree of friendliness, of interest at least, which was making his manner perfectPrice’s manners were also at their bestWarmed by the sight of such a friend to her son, and regulated by the wish of appearing to advantage before him, she was overflowing with gratitude—artless, maternal gratitude—which could not be unpleasingPrice was out, which she regretted very muchFanny was just recovered enough to feel that she could not regret it; for to her many other sources of uneasiness was added the severe one of shame for the home in which he found herShe might scold herself for the weakness, but there was no scolding it awayShe was ashamed, and she would have been yet more ashamed of her father than of all the rest They talked of William, a subject on which MrsPrice could never tire; and M (Comment on this)
10:51 am	gucci tote,Prada Purse,omega seamaster gold,chloe... gucci tote,Prada Purse,omega seamaster gold,chloe paddington ,replica cartier@@@@@Yours is in your holsterMine’s in my hand and it’s pointed at your head “The dog! Where the hell’s the dawg?” “Indisposed “What?” “He looks like a good dogHe could be anything a trainer wanted him to beYou don’t blame the animal, you blame the human who taught it Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE gucci tote ULTIMATUM 96 “What are you talkin’ about?” “I guess the bottom line is that I’d rather kill the man than the animal, do I make myself clear?” “Nothin’s clear! I jest know this man don’t want to get killed “Then let’s talk, shall we?” “I got words, but only one life, mister “Lower your right arm and take out your gun—by the Prada Purse fingers, mister The guard did so, holding the weapon by his thumb and forefinger“Lob it toward me, please “What the hell’s this all about?” cried the guard, pleadingI was sent here to get it “I’ll give you what I got if you let me get out of hereI don’t want nothin’ more to do with this place! I figured it was omega seamaster gold comin’ someday, I told Barbie Jo, you ask her! I told her someday people’d be comin’ around asking questionsBut not this way, not your way! Not with guns aimed at our heads “I assume Barbie Jo is your wife “Then let’s start with why ‘people’ would come out here asking questionsMy superiors want to knowDon’t chloe paddington worry, you won’t be involved, nobody’s interested in youYou’re just a security guard “That’s all I am, mister!” interrupted the frightened man“Then why did you tell Barbie Jo what you did? That people would someday come out here asking questions “Hell, I’m not sureJest so many crazy things, y’know?” “No, I don’t replica cartier kn (Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2010
12:38 pm	@@@@@The silence around the table was broken by @@@@@The silence around the table was broken by the soft, heavily accented words of the old Frenchman“I am not used to such service,” he said, looking aimlessly beyond the railing of the balcony at the progressively bright waters of the Caribbean“When something is asked for, I always think the task should be mine “Not anymore,” said Marie quietly, then after a beat, adding, “ “I suppose one could live with that name “Why not here?” “Qu’est-ce que vous dites, madame?” “Think about itParis might not be any less dangerous for you than the streets of Boston for our judge The judge in question was lost in his own aimless reverie as several bottles, glasses and a bucket of ice were brought to the tableWith no hesitation, Prefontaine reached out and poured himself an extravagant drink from the bottle nearest him“I must ask a question or two,” he said emphatically “Is that proper?” “Go ahead,” replied Marie“I’m not sure I can or will answer you, but try me “The gunshots, the spray paint on the wall—my ‘cousin’ here says the red paint and the words were by his instructions—” “They were, mon amiThe loud firing of the guns as well “Why?” “Everything must be as it is expected to beThe gunshots were an additional element to draw attention to the event that was to take place “Why?” Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM 132 “A lesson we learned in the Résistance—not that I was ever a ‘Jean Pierre Fontaine,’ but I did my small partIt was called an accentuation, a positive statement making clear that the underground was responsible for the actionEveryone in the vicinity knew it “Why here?” “The Jackal’s nurse is deadThere is no one to tell him that his instructions have been carried out “French common sense “Why?” “Carlos will be here by noon tomorrow “Oh, dear God!” The telephone rang inside the villaJacques lurched out of his chair only to be blocked by his sister, who threw her arm in front of his face and then raced through the doors into the living room (Comment on this)
10:51 am	@@@@@Scarlett followed the two of them She was @@@@@Scarlett followed the two of them She was still unsettled by the fright Cat had given her, and she had not yet quite recovered from the moments of passionate emotion when Luke kissed herShe felt dazed and confusedFenton was the last man on earth she would have expected to love children, and yet he seemed to be fascinated by Cathe was treating her exactly right, too, taking her seriously, not condescending to her because she was so small Cat had patience with people who tried to baby herSomehow Luke to sense that and respect itScarlett felt tears fill her eyesOh, yes, she could love this What a father he could be to her beloved childShe blinked r This was not the time for sentimentalityFor Cat's sake as well for her own, she had to be strong and clear headed She looked at Fenton's sleek dark head, inclined toward Catlooked very tall and broad and powerfulShe shivered inwardly, then rejected her cowardiceShe wanted him for herself and for CatScarlett nearly laughed at the scene Luke and Cat pr Cat was totally absorbed in the delicate business of cutting off top of her boiled egg without shattering it; Fenton was watching with equal concentration Suddenly, without warning, desperate grief drove Scat' amusement away Those dark eyes watching Cat should be not Luke's! Rhett should be the one fascinated by his daughter, R1 the one to share her breakfast egg, Rhett the one to walk beside matching his pace to her small steps Painful longing carved a hollow in Scarlett's breast where heart should be, and anguish-so long held at bay-flooded in fill itShe ached for Rhett's presence, for his voice, for his loveIf only I'd told him about Cat before it was too late If I'd stayed in CharlestonCat tugged at Scarlett's sleeve"Are you going to eat your Momma? I'll open it for you "Thank you, darling," said Scarlett to her ch (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2010
12:30 pm	@@@@@"I will when Nell freezes over!" she cried, @@@@@"I will when Nell freezes over!" she cried, then she threw the glass into the fireThe alcohol flared in an explosion of flame"There's your toast to seal your bargain, Lord Fenton You make my flesh crawlScarlett tensed, poised to spring at him, to batter his laughing face"I thought you cared for your child," he said with a sneer"I must have been mistaken The words kept Scarlett from moving"You disappoint me, Scarlett," he said, "you really doI attributed more shrewdness to you than you are demonstratingForget your injured vanity and consider what you have in your graspAn impregnable position in the world for yourself and your daughterIt's unprecedented but I have the power to overthrow even law, if I chooseI shall arrange an adoption, and Cat will L come the Lady Catherine'Katie' is, of course, out of the it's a kitchen maid's nameAs my daughter she will have and unquestioned access to the best of everything she will ever or wantFriends, ultimately marriage-she will have only to I will never harm her; she's too valuable to me as a model for son to followCan you deny all that to her because your loweryearning for romance is unfulfilled? I don't think so "Cat doesn't need your precious titles and 'best of everything,' Milord, and neither do I We've done very well without you, and we'll keep on the way we are "For how long, Scarlett? Don't rely on your success in Dublin too muchYou were a novelty, and novelties have short spans of lifeAn orangutan could be the toast of a provincial setting like Dublin if it were well dressedYou have one more Season, two at the most, and then you will be forgottenCat needs the protection of a name and a fathe (Comment on this)
10:43 am	@@@@@ Jared makes everything safe, everything @@@@@ Jared makes everything safe, everything happy He still makes me feel safe,Melanie realized, feeling the warmth where his arm was just half an inch from minehough he doesn't even know I'm hereLoving Jared made me feel less safe than anything else I could think of I wondered if Melanie and I would have loved Jared if he'd always been who he was now, rather than the smiling Jared in our memories, the one who had come to Melanie with his hands full of hope and miraclesWould she have followed him if he'd always been so hard and cynical? If the loss of his laughing father and wild big brothers had iced him over the way nothing but Melanie's loss had? Of course would love Jared in any formEven like this, he belongs with me I wondered if the same held true for meWould I love him now if he were like this in her memory? Then I was interruptedWithout any cue that I perceived, suddenly Jared was talking, speaking as if we were in the middle of a conversation “And so, because of you, Jeb and Jamie are convinced that it's possible to continue some kind of awareness after… being caughtThey're both sure Mel's still kicking in there He rapped his fist lightly against my headI flinched away from him, and he folded his arms “Jamie thinks she's talking to him“Not really fair to play the kid like that–but that's assuming a sense of ethics that clearly does not apply I wrapped my arms around myself “Jeb does have a point, though–that's what's killing me! Whatare you after? The Seekers' search wasn't well directed or even… suspiciousThey only seemed to be looking for you–not for usSo maybe they didn't know what you were up toMaybe you're freelancing? Some kind of undercover thingOr…” It was easier to ignore him when he was speculating so foolishlyI focused on my kneesThey were dirty, as usual, purple and bla (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
12:30 pm	@@@@@“What's in their medications?” I shook my @@@@@“What's in their medications?” I shook my head“I'm sorry, I don'tIt wasn't something I was interested in, back when I had access to the informationI'm afraid I took it for grantedGood health is simply a given on every planet I've lived on Geoffrey's red cheeks flushed brighter than usualHe looked down, an angry set to his mouth What had I said to offend him? Heath, sitting beside Geoffrey, patted his armThere was a pregnant silence in the room “Uh–about the Vultures…” Ian said–the words were forced, a deliberate subject change“I don't know if I missed this part sometime, but I don't remember you ever explaining about them being 'unkind'… ?” It wasn't something Ihad explained, but I was pretty sure he wasn't really that interested–this was just the first question he'd been able to think of My informal class ended earlier than usualThe questions were slow, and most of them supplied by Jamie and IanGeoffrey's questions had left everyone else preoccupied “Well, we've got an early one tomorrow, tearing down the stalks…” Jeb mused after yet another awkward silence, making the words a dismissalPeople rose to their feet and stretched, talking in low voices that weren't casual enough “What did I say?” I whispered to IanThey've got mortality on their minds My human brain made one of those leaps in understanding that they called intuition “Where's Walter?” I demanded, still whispering“He's in the south wingHe's… not doing well “Why didn't anyone tell me?” “Things have been… difficult for you lately, so…” I shook my head impatiently at that consideration“What's wrong with him?” Jamie was there beside me now; he took my hand “Some of Walter's bones snapped, they're so brittle,” he said in a hushed voic (Comment on this)
10:43 am	@@@@@His groin began to ache, and he sat there, @@@@@His groin began to ache, and he sat there, brooding, dreaming After a time he became sleepy again, and tried to fight against itSome artillery was firing steadily a mile or two away, the sounds loud, then muffled, then loud againIt gave him a secure feelingHe hardly listened any longer to the jungleHis eyes kept closing, remaining shut for many seconds while he yawed away on the edge of slumberSeveral times he was about to fall asleep when a sudden noise in the jungle would rouse him with a startHe looked at the luminous dial of his watch and realized with dismay that he had still an hour of guardHe lay back, closed his eyes with the full intention of opening them in a few seconds, and fell asleep It was the last he remembered until he awoke almost two hours laterIt had begun to rain once more, and the gentle drizzle had soaked his fatigues and penetrated to the insides of his shoesHe sneezed miserably once, and then realized with dismay how long he had been asleep"A Jap could have killed me," he said to himself, and the thought sent electric wakening shudders through his bodyHe got out of the foxhole and stumbled over toward where Brown was sleepingHe would have missed him but he heard Brown whisper, "What the hell are you thrashing around for like a pig in the brush?" Roth was meek"I couldn't find you," he whined "Hell of a note," Brown saidHe stretched once in his blankets, and stood up"I couldn't sleep," he said"Too many goddam noisesWhat time is it?" "After three-thirty "You were supposed to wake me at three Roth had been afraid of this"I began to think," Roth said weakly, "and lost track of the time "Shit!" Brown s (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2010
12:30 pm	gucci hobo handbag,chanel silver,santos... gucci hobo handbag,chanel silver,santos cartier,gucci women watch,gucci horsebit hobo@@@@@Ridges was weary and patient; he did not think of what the next hours would bring him, nor did he lose himself in contemplation of his aching limbs; he just walked and his mind drifted slowly like a torpid stream And Croft; Croft was tense and eager and impatientAll night he had been balked by the assignment of the squad to a labor detailThe sounds of battle he had been hearing all night were goading to himHis mind was buoyed by a recurrence of the mood he had felt after gucci hobo handbag Hennessey's deathHe felt strong and tireless and capable of anything; his muscles were as strained and jaded as any of the men's, but his mind had excluded his bodyHe hungered for the fast taut pulse he would feel in his throat after he killed a man On the map there was only a half mile between 1st Battalion and A Company, but the trail doubled and curved so often that it was actually a mileThe men in recon were clumsy now and uncertain of their footingTheir packs sagged, their rifles kept chanel silver sliding off their shouldersThe trail was crude; originally a game wallow, it had been partially enlarged, and in places it was still narrowA man could not walk without being scratched by the branches on either sideThe jungle was impenetrable at that point, and it would have taken an hour to cut one's way a hundred feet off the pathIn the night it was impossible to see anything and the smell of the wet foliage was chokingThe men had to walk in single file, drawn up closeEven at three santos cartier feet they could not see one another, and they plodded down the trail with each man grasping the shirt of the man before himMartinez could hear them and judge his distance accordingly, but the others stumbled and collided with one another like children playing a game in the darkThey were bent over almost double, and the posture was cruelTheir bodies were outraged; they had been eating and sleeping with no rhythm at all for the last few hoursThey kept loosing gas whose smell was gucci women watch nauseating in the foul dense airThe men at the rear had the worst of it; they gagged and swore, tried not to breathe for a few seconds, and shuddered from fatigue and revulsionGallagher was at the end of the file, and every few minutes he would cough and curse"Cut out the goddam farting," he would shout, and the men in front would rouse themselves for a moment and laugh "Eatin' dust, hey, boy," Wilson muttered, and a few of them began to giggle Some of them began to fall asleep as they gucci horsebit hobo walk (Comment on this)
10:44 am	@@@@@ Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in @@@@@ Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in this respectHe had not to wait and wish with vacant affections for an object worthy to succeed her in themScarcely had he done regretting Mary Crawford, and observing to Fanny how impossible it was that he should ever 411 Jane Austen meet with such another woman, before it began to strike him whether a very different kind of woman might not do just as well, or a great deal better: whether Fanny herself were not growing as dear, as important to him in all her smiles and all her ways, as Mary Crawford had ever been; and whether it might not be a possible, an hopeful undertaking to persuade her that her warm and sisterly regard for him would be foundation enough for wedded love I purposely abstain from dates on this occasion, that every one may be at liberty to fix their own, aware that the cure of unconquerable passions, and the transfer of unchanging attachments, must vary much as to time in different peopleI only entreat everybody to believe that exactly at the time when it was quite natural that it should be so, and not a week earlier, Edmund did cease to care about Miss Crawford, and became as anxious to marry Fanny as Fanny herself could desire With such a regard for her, indeed, as his had long been, a regard founded on the most endearing claims of innocence and helplessness, and completed by every recommendation of growing worth, what could be more natural than the change? Loving, guiding, protecting her, as he had been doing ever since her being ten years old, her mind in so great a degree formed by his care, and her comfort depending on his kindness, an object to him of such close and peculiar interest, dearer by all his own importance with her than any one else at Mansfield, what was there now to add, but that he should learn to prefer soft light eyes to sparkling dark onesAnd being always with her, and always talking confidentially, and his feelings exactly in that favourable state which a recent disappointment gives, those soft light eyes could not be very long in obtaining the preeminence Having once set out, and felt that he had done so on this road to happiness, there was nothing on the side of prudence to stop him or make his progress slow; no doubts of her deserving, no fears of opposition of taste, no need of drawing new hopes of happiness from dissimilarity of temperHer mind, disposition, opinions, and habits wanted no half-concealment, no self-deception on the present, no reliance on future improvementEven in the midst of his late infatuation, he had acknowledged Fanny’s mental superiorityWhat 412 Mansfield Park must be his sense of it now, therefore? She was of course only too good for him; but as nobody minds having what is too good for them, he was very steadily earnest in the pursuit of the blessing, and it was not possible that encouragement from her should be long wantingTimid, anxious, doubting as she was, it was still impossible that such tenderness as hers should not, at times, hold out the strongest hope of success, though it remained for a later period to tell him the whole delightful and astonishing truthHis happiness in knowing himself to have been so long the beloved of such a heart, must have been great enough to warrant any strength of language in which he could clothe it to her or to himself; it must have been a delightful happinessBut there was happiness elsewhere which no description can reachLet no one presume to give the feelings of a young woman on receiving the assurance of that affection of which she has scarcely allowed herself to entertain a hope Their own inclinations ascertained, there were no difficulties behind, no drawback of poverty or parentIt was a match which Sir Thomas’s wishes had even forestalledSick of ambitious and mercenary connexions, prizing more and more the sterling good of principle and temper, and chiefly anxious to bind by the strongest securities all that remained to him of domestic felicity, he had pondered with genuine satisfaction on the more than possibility of the two young friends finding their natural consolation in each other for all that had occurred of disappointment to either; and the joyful consent which met Edmund’s application, the high sense of having realised a great acquisition in the promise of Fanny for a daughter, formed just such a contrast with his early opinion on the subject when the poor little girl’s coming had been first agitated, as time is for ever producing between the plans and decisions of mortals, for their own instruction, and their neighbours’ entertainment Fanny was indeed the daughter that he wantedHis charitable kindness had been rearing a prime comfort for himselfHis liberality had a rich repayment, and the general goodness of his intentions by her deserved itHe might have made her childhood happier; but it had been an error of judgment only which had given him the appearance of harshness, and deprived him of her early love; and now, on really knowing each other, their mutual attachment be413 Jane Austen came very strongAfter settling her at Thornton Lacey with every kind attention to her comfort, the object of almost every day was to see her there, or to get her away from it Selfishly dear as she had long been to Lady Bertram, she could not be parted with willingly by herNo happiness of son or niece could make her wish the marriag (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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Friday, December 24th, 2010
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